* S H A T T E R E D dreams ]

Saturday, July 31, 2010




I hate you for not talking to me. But I hate myself even more for not having the courage to talk to you first. Don't let me see you anymore. It just reminds me of how many days left to your graduation; and I can no longer see you after this year anymore.

//Doing my cs report now! Totally give up on history! ://

@Hazel.L Heh heh. no larh. Because you don't listen
in physics lessons marh, naturally, your results won't be that
optimistic.


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:40 PM

Friday, July 30, 2010




When was the last time you worn your raincoat, and feel the raindrops splashing on you?

P/S. I saw you again today; and you don't know how happy I am. Jys for your o levels, okay?


// Today Hazel buddyy never come school! D: Sat with geetha; and eko was funny. One epic guy. (:
History lessons: Did comparison questions. *yawns yawns*
Chinese lessons: Surprise class test! x.x
Physics lessons: Passed my physics class test! Woots. I am really a smart-ass. xD
English lessons: Did comprehension corrections. Talked to Miss Murty. For the first time, she is nice. LOL.

Term 3 Common Tests starting again next week!! Gosh, Gosh, God! Have not started my revision! Urgh. Should I just start my revision early in the morning tomorrow? :/



@minmin(: dun be sad le lurhs. cheer up? (L)


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:03 PM

Tuesday, July 27, 2010





// Today's chemistry test is a goner. Going to fail it. But, no fear! Almost the whole class will be failing it with meee! xD

CS lessons again tomorrow... D:



"Give me energy, to pull through this year. "


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:50 PM

Monday, July 26, 2010




"L.O.V.E Just wanna tell you how I feel. "
//Long long day in school today! Shall not elaborate further on it. Oh! HAHA. Shall call Nicklaus Oyster Omelette from now onwards! Credits to YeeYing.C ! (:
Chemistry test tomorrow! Have not started studying for it! Shall start at 10 plus tonight! xD Or..study tomorrow in school lorh! ;p I don't care already. No matter how much I studied for a test/exam, will still get bad results. So, whats the point?
PE lessons tomorrow! Walking on ropes(something like that)? So not looking forward to it.
Thought of so much when alone on bus just now, on the way home. The traffic lights simply blind me.
@Hazel.L How can you not agree! tsk tsk! HAHA.
Don't make me 'throw face' infront of your friend mah! (x

@minmin(: HAHA. Look at my tweet in twitter to
you, okay? ^^ Replied you there.



* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:48 PM

Sunday, July 25, 2010




It has been so long, ever since I last played with paint. Missing the joy I once had from paint. This september holiday, gonna take out all my painting materials, and play around with them!:D

// Hmm. It's school tomorrow, again! D: Why do weekends just pass by so quickly? Time, will never stop for me? D:

P/S. Phyics and Chemistry tests not yet studied! Good Game. I can already predict myself scratching my head like crazy on the day of the two tests. :/ But still, homework all done! :D Erm, not really... CS not started yet!



Silly me. I had been losing sleep over the fact that G.NA is close with DooJoon. Well, they are both idols. While, I am just a drama queen.

@Hazel.L HAHA. REALLY!? ^^
Your friend really got great taste! xD WHO WHO WHO?? And, how can you disagree!
Hurmph. Bitch! HAHA.



* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:26 PM

Friday, July 23, 2010





// After school today, went to City Square with Hazel buddyy for lunch! Bought a conditioner for my hair as well! Hope my hair condition will really improve. My hair condition sucks like hell. =.=

Lalala~! Today's music bank nice nice! Got Super Junior, Mblaq, Narsha, ZE;A's performance! Today is Super Junior @ Music Bank goodbye stage! Aww. So sad! But, Super Junior's performance is really great! They all transformed into angels and smiled like honey. ^^ My EunHyuk Oppa very very adorable!

P/S. LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING NICKLAUS NEW HAIRSTYLE! SLIGHT SHAVEN SIDE, SLOPE, AND SHORTER FRINGE! LOL!

@Hazel.L LOL. Okay, will try to be as crazy as you! Love you too, *****! :D
@minmin(: HAHAS. Alrights. Keep calling me that! I also love it! *blehx* xP


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:47 PM

Thursday, July 22, 2010




난 당신이 그리워요... (I miss you...)



//Early in the morning, its raining super junior and beast! HAHA. Rained super duper hard, alongside with many many frightening lightnings and thunders! It was definitely a weather to be sleeping in, and not going to school! D:

POA test: 100% confident!
E.Maths test: 100% confident will flunk it!
P/S. Today's maths lessons, fun fun! Laughed lots, thanks, yong liang!

// Oh yeah, went wild during choir second-half of the practice! Thanks, yee ying, hazel, qing qing and niu di! :D

P/S. HAZEL, LOVE YOU TO THE MAX! THANKS FOR YOUR CS REPORT SECTION 4 FOR REFERENCE! :D

@minmin(;
HAHA. Of course larh, my darlingg taking her o levels for the first time, will
remember to give her confidence de! Don't touched till cry ehh. (:



* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:50 PM

Wednesday, July 21, 2010




Today is Bendemeer Secondary School annual X-Country event! Went to Bedok Reservoir. Hmm. View there quite nice. However, so many ants(including big big ones), mosquitoes, and worms!
During the Kilimanjaro fun run, I walked with Atiqah throughout the whole 1.5km round. :D Talked lots, while enjoying the random breeze. Walked for 20 minutes. Heh heh.

(So sleepy and tired,cans... slept at 12.30 am, woke up at 5am... -__-)

P/S. I can see that our school AVA is trying their best to provide us with the KPOP music. But, their music are a bit too outdated.:/ 2PM's Heartbeat; SHINee's Ring Ding Dong; Girls' Generation's Run Devil Run...


In collaboration with today's X-Country, is the Multi-Racial Harmony Day! Okays. Let us stop all these racists problems; and stop seeing other races with disgust(?) ! :D

// Have CS practical work to be completed...need to study for tomorrow's maths and poa test.. GEEZ. Time is not enough! D:



P/S. Looking forward to this friday's music bank! SHINee comeback! Lucifer! SHINee shall take the stage! HAHA. :D


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:35 PM

Tuesday, July 20, 2010






// Started the school day at the school hall. Had an assembly talk on the upcoming Youth Olympics. Still can't believe that Singapore get chosen to be the host country for such an important event. Anyways, kudos to Singapore! Singapore rocks? Haha.



You are the one, Singapore - JJ Lin

Think this song is addictive and nice! JJ Lin is so cute in the video! Love his voice; Love his smile; Love his dimples! :D JJ Lin, FTW~!



"Oh yeah Oh yeah Oh yeah Hey
Oh yeah Oh yeah Oh yeah Ho
You are the one Singapore

Now is the time here we go ...~!!!"


// POA Lesson: Crapped with Joanna; and laughed with her! P/S. You should listen to Lim Cher and Shao Kiat's conversation during poa class lurh! Both of them so random, but funny! Oh yeah, and I even said bye in chinese to Mr Goh at the end of the class. So well-mannered, right! (;

English Lesson: Borring~!

PE Lessons: Re-did my inclined pull-up station! What the hell. The teacher-in-charge last week, never record down the 3 pull-ups I did last week, hence, I need re-do! Argh. But, well, I improved! Did 5 pull-ups today! So proud of myself! Haha.

Chinese Lessons: Don't know what the teacher is talking. To me, he's just like talking to himself. :/ Put my head on the table, he immediately came up to me and ask if i am okay. Obviously, I am bored by him, hence wanting to go to sleep, right!

Chemistry lessons just totally mean more homework and class test! Geez... D:

P/S. Lunched with Hazel buddyy, Yee Ying and Alicia! Fun!

@minmin(: HAHA. Hiii, darlingg! Hahas. That time you told
me all the dates of your o level chinese marh. I wrote all the dates down on a
piece of paper to remind myself to wish you good luck marh! HEHS. I am the best,
right? xD Love you too!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:38 PM

Monday, July 19, 2010




(Its hearts and hearts of love that I have let out. Have you receive them well..? )

Alright Alright. Shall dedicate this post to my darlingg, MinMin! (:
MIN MIN, I AM MISSING YOU RIGHT NOW! (L)
Tomorrow is your Chinese o level listening comprehension! Will sms you and ming xuan early in the morning, to give you all my support, love and best of luck! :D

// Love today's E.maths and Physics lessons!
E.maths: Totally confident for my mini quiz 14 & 15! Gonna get 10/10 this time! ^^
Physics: Miss Lu showed us experiments. I answered all the questions she raised, and got them right! I am so smart right? HAHA. Call me MISS SMART-ASS next time! xD

P/S. Today's student forum not bad not bad! Secondary five seniors totally made the whole forum fun and entertaining! They owned! haha. "INSTALL FANS IN THE TOLIETS!"


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:40 PM

Sunday, July 18, 2010





"Goodbye without reasons is the most painful one. Love without reasons is the most beautiful one."


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:20 PM

Saturday, July 17, 2010




Hot chocolate @ Macdonld! (I want to learn how to make art on hot chocolate/coffee too!)

For the first time in my life, I tried watching a movie at midnight in the cinema! Woots! New experience, and I enjoyed it. Though, very exhausting! Watched Inception @ 12am, then it ended at 2 plus in the morning. After that, from Kallang leisure park, walked to the Macdonald near my house for erm.. supper/morning snack! :D

Alrights. Gonna rush out the report for my computer studies, and all my other subjects' homework! Oh yarh, and finish watching my Super Junior Miracle show! (:

@Joanna LOL. Joanna honeeyy! You got read my blog de
arh!? Haha. Yarh, his is MY DOOJOON. Anyways, thanks for your computer studies
report as reference! Will copy word by word de! ;p


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:00 PM

Wednesday, July 14, 2010




Yeah, and here I am, getting all fed-up and jealous of G.NA. She better stays away from MY DooJoon Oppa! I am so declaring war against her! Argh.


Hmm... the highlight of today's school, is....hearing Yong Liang sings to the chorus of "Shock"! HAHA. Really heard him singing "every day I shock, shock! every night I shock, shock!" To think he still knows a bit about BEAST. Not bad! But he said BEAST are all gays. Urgh... Of course I defended BEAST! :D

// Finally sense the urgency to buck up in Computer Studies. O levels' practical starting next year, January! I'm scared!

P/S. Choir audition tomorrow! Can I skip it? :/


@minmin(: haha. yarh. thats like so true marh.


I would rather to not be able to see you. Every time I see you, my heart aches. Because, I know you and me are impossible. Perhaps, you already have someone you like.. which definitely is not me.




* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:45 PM

Tuesday, July 13, 2010



I AM SO TIRED! I AM SO SLEEPY!

Been sitting infront of my laptop for 3 hours plus, all the while, doing my computer studies homework! Computer studies is a subject that really kills me, without doubt.

Alright, off to sleep! Nitex people, nitex world! :D

P/S. I FINALLY pass my NAFA!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:08 PM

Sunday, July 11, 2010






Totally sad sad! Stalking of 2AM, failed! D:

Went to Bugis just now, with my sister! Went there because got inside information that 2AM is just living in the hotel nearby. Well well, never see 2AM anyways! T-T

National Library >>> Iluma >>> Home Sweet Home (:

P/S. Bought a milky bar with berries, and ate all by myself! Feeling so accomplished! xD

Hmm...watching Sheng Siong show later @9pm for 2AM performance! Then, tuning in to 100.3 FM! (Will 2AM go on 100.3 FM tonight??)



(thinking of removing my cbox.. 0.o)


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:05 PM

Friday, July 9, 2010







Have you ever watch Super Junior "No Other" performance? Eunhyuk is so adorable in his current hairstyle! Totally love him!

P/S. In my opinion, "No Other" is better than "Bonamana"! :D



// Its a miracle. For the first time in my secondary three school life, I understand what I am learning in physics lessons! Thanks, Miss Lu! ^^ Please remain as my physics teacher till the end of my secondary four school life! Help me through my O levels physics paper!

Sigh sigh.. Having many homework for this weekend. T-T





Some overdue pictures from SYF Opening Ceremony! (Took them with Shermayne(: )





































* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:03 PM

Tuesday, July 6, 2010



During PE lessons today, did low element! Rock-climbing! When reached the top of the rock-climbing thing, we need to jump down! Realised the longer you stay on top, the more scared and nervous you will get. So, jump down instantly you get on the top! Haha.

Was practically sneezing and sneezing non-stop the whole day. Flu flu flu! =.=" Hope I will be all fine tomorrow!


// Realise life is so fragile. All kinds of illness can come to anyone of us, at any point of our lives. But, we can't do anything to change that inevitable fate. We can only fight against the illness and hope for the best.

Still, if people don't die, we will not learn to cherish the people around us. There's a saying that goes "Learn to appreciate only when you loses something or someone. "

If I am going to lose someone I love so much in the future, one day, I am going to keep remind myself that he/she still lives heroically in my heart, and still guides by my soul, forever by my side, even if we are miles apart and he/she is at a place when I can't reach in the nearby years.


A video to end my post.




Min Min, do not fear. I will still be by your side. (:


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:58 PM

Monday, July 5, 2010



Went to Marina Square today. Watched the movie "The Karate Kid"! Niceee! :D Jaden Smith! Haha. But I prefer the Harry in the movie. Blonde-Hair Guy. (:

After that, went for dinner at this Jap restaurant. Ate Seafood Curry Udon! Udon is Q and chewy, seafood is fresh and springy! Ate grilled scallops & BBQ fatty meat as side dish! Deliciouss! Yummy! Oh! And drank green tea! Healthy lifestyle? xD











After that, went to Anderson for...cake! Not ice cream! Heh heh. Ordered blueberry cheesecake.. but all sold out! So, ate white chocolate raspberry cheesecake instead. They decorate it until very cute! Thanks, chef! :D


P/S. Kangin Oppa, I will miss you! After 2 years, you'll be back by my side, back to all the E.L.Fs. Take care!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:17 PM

Sunday, July 4, 2010




DooJoon Oppa, Happy Birthday! :D
//
ShuYi Senior, Happy Birthday! You're a fun senior to be with! :D

Pictures of DooJoon(BEAST):






* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 5:57 PM

Saturday, July 3, 2010




SYF Opening Ceremony performance ended, WONDERFULLY! :D All these few weeks practices and hard work are worth the while! Shouted and shouted when the ceremony ended! ;D Now, feeling a bit of burden in my throat! :/



" Give three cheers and three cheers to combined schools choir. Hip Hip
Hurray, Hip Hip Hurray! Hip Hip Hurray! "





Bought this excellent DVD at the Disc shop in Bendemeer Mall. It compiles all the KPOP hits music video! :D

Alrights. I'm tired and sleepy! :/


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:36 PM