Firstly, I changed my handphone number. Readers, its : 85226936. P/S. Please change to my new number if you are not being informed by me.
Together with my parents and my younger brother, we went to Parkway Parade Singtel 'counter' to sign up a new contract for my handphone. Loads of people were present as well. So, waited a long time for my turn, to let the Singtel staff to acknowledge the Singtel contract. As my patience are easily exhausted, the wait seems interminable. More precisely, the wait was just simply fraying my nerves! So, you could picture me walking around,listening to my mp3 in handphone..., doing all the necessary stuff that I think could aid in killing my boredom.
P/S. I got two tickets for Michael Jackson Movie "This is it", on 11/11/09 (Wednesday). Who wants to buy the tickets from me? You can contact me via my handphone. Sale of tickets are to be based on first-come-first-serve basis. Price of the two tickets is S$15. Please contact me by 10/11/09 (lastest). After signing of the contract at Singtel, we went to Swensen to eat ice cream! I ate Macadamia Mania! Its nice. (: P/S. Imagine indulging yourself in cold ice cream on a rainy evening. That feeling is just exhilarating! (Laugh laugh)
Since it was raining real heavily just now, my father called a taxi to come and fetch us from Parkway. I was a bundle of nerves on the taxi. Why? Because the cars on the road just keep 'honking' at each other, allowing me to recall that minor fateful accident last year. On that day of accident, it was raining as well... To put it simply, I was gasping and fidgeting in my seat, as I stared on, at the blurred-windscreen of the taxi. This afternoon heavy downpour was too much for me. (Heh heh)
P/S. Happy Halloween, Readers! Enjoy yourself and be very optimistic like WeiHao! (Laugh)
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:45 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
Some day, I want to grow and be as tough as Eeteuk oppa. Although he did shed tears, but it's always often, tears of joy. He hide his problems, difficulties, sadness all inside his heart. Because he is the oldest in Super Junior and as the leader of the group, he feel that he has the responsibility to be optimistic and influence the members of Super Junior positively. He is caring enough to not let his dongsaengs* worry about him by acting tough, putting on a strong front. But, actually, I'm sure his dongsaengs will be more than happy to be able to help share his problems, to be able to lessen his burdens. I remember, there was once when I was reading his Cyworld*, I came across a post of him mentioning that he is very tired...etc. So, I really hope Eeteuk oppa will continue to be strong and happy. Eeteuk oppa, please live healthily! Hwaiting*, oppa! Continue laughing with your signature laugh!
- dongsaengs: younger brothers - Cyworld: most korea stars use this site as their blog - hwaiting: 'jiayou' in korean
// Bewildered. For the first time, my mother never really show discontent with my results. She just sat and listened to what Miss Murty and Mr Goh had to say. She repeated one sentence that Miss Murty told me. "Sze hua, you must work harder." Well, is it that my mother is resigning to fate, since my results are always like this. I don't know....
{EDIT}
I should have know better. I should not be glad when my parents didn't rebuke me. Because I never know that the feeling will be so bitter when I try to congratulate another person who did better for their examinations. It's only at that moment, shame and guilt overcame me. I could really have done so much better... Why do I only regret not working even harder now... It could have prevent me to be consumed with utter misery now. Why do you all have to ask for my results? If you all have not asked me for my results, I could have jolly well being spared from this heartache. I felt so lousy losing to you guys. Why can't I just win for one glory moment? Why must I always be the loser? I HATE TO LOSE! ....
So what if I feel another bout of tears coming? Tears just can't change the fact that I have already lost. But contradicting, I am still crying.
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:02 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
HanGeng...Don't know since when I started to dream and have fantasy about him. Maybe is his own life story that touches my heart? Or, maybe is the tenderness, care, concern and love he displayed during the days when Heechul was hospitalised? Perhaps, its even the action of him replying to Elf's UFOs?
// Had the Financial Literacy Life Skills Enrichment Programme today in school (computer lab _?_) . Overall, I enjoyed myself, especially the auction part. The art auction budgeting challenge was exciting!
Saw my report slip for 2009 examinations overall. DISAPPOINTING. I bet my mother will have a lot to say after tomorrow the parent-teacher-meeting. I bet she will not even have the mood to joke around with me like any other days... I bet I can't go shopping with her tomorrow le...
(Their expectations are beyond my means.)
But, I guess I shall live with that fact.
Oh man... I very sacred I will have 中间儿病. Its really tough to be the middle child... Its always finding my siblings smarter and having more achievements than me.
But still, I'm thankful to be able to relish all my feelings in blogger. Thanks, blogger.
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:47 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Super Junior M-Oppo(Handphone) CF
P/S. I am so damn JEALOUS of the female lead!!! Ahhh!
//
Together with 2E2, 2T1, 2T2, we went for the school-organized battlefield trip. Overall, I rate the trip : 2.5/5 stars! :X P/S. The trip can be improved.
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:18 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009
Thanks, FangCheng, YeeYing, HuiMin, SuWen and Alicia.
I'm sorry I let you all see me cry (again). But I really did try very hard not to cry when I was resting my head on the table.
P/S. My results are really beyond my expectations. Class Rank: 21/40 (I want be in top 20, at least...) Level Rank: ?/120
Yeah, what can I say? What subjects should I choose? Messed-up.
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:16 PM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
(Kangin Oppa has given his all to us(Elfs). And, what have we given him?)
This is Kangin from Super Junior. Recently, he is guilty of a hit and run accident and being involved in a fight. I know that his actions created quite a stir among the Kpop circle.
Early in the morning on September 16th, Super Junior member Kangin witnessed/was allegedly involved in an altercation and brought to a police station in Gangnam for further questioning. According to police accounts, Kangin and a pal were involved in an argument, which progressed into a fist fight at around 3 A.M. in the morning at a local bar.
Super Junior KangIn, who was recently involved in a DUI hit and run incident, making many fans shocked has released a statement. On the morning of the 15th at 3am, was involved in a hit and run incident in the KangNam area while he was drunk. He hit a taxi and right after, he had taken off from the scene of the incident. It wasn’t until 6:50 am did he turn himself in to the police.
Sources gathered from alternatives websites linked from google.com
Well, because of these two issues, I know that a number of his fans(Elfs) are upset with him, and started a 'petition' to ask him to leave Super Junior. When I first heard the news that fans are wanting him out of Super Junior, I was totally shock. Words eluded me. Why? That was the first question in my mind. Why are the fans behaving like this? At times like this, the fans should stand by him and give him a chance to repent, as Kangin has felt really guilty and is now fully co-operating with the local polices with the investigations etc. Of course, he is wrong for drunk-driving. But, he has his punishment already. He is suspended from Super Junior activities till (to be confirmed) month. So, shouldn't we just be more big-hearted and forgive him just this time? You must remember, everybody makes mistakes, though in Kangin's case, his mistakes are more serious. I will of course forgive Kangin because I can sense his sincere in asking for forgivness from the personal statement he released on SMTOWN's Super Junior Homepage.
" This is Kangin.
I have nothing to do or say other than apologize a thousand times. I should have been careful after being involved in another bad scandal. with the pain I have caused again, I can’t show my face
After the past incident, since I disappointed so much people I lived with guilt everyday It was a time of pain for me. I wanted to forget that incident and pain.
To the fans that have supported me.. for you to see such a horrible person, I am filled with shame and distress. From your thoughts, I should have been smarter. I resent myself so much because of this.
And to my members From Eeteuk hyung to Kyuhyun From my past incident, I have become a heavy load and then with this incident again, I cannot show my face to you I hate myself so much to give so much distress to my members that I consider my family to the SM family that has believed and trusted me, I am so sorry, and to everyone again, with my head turned down, i apologize. "
I DO NOT WANT KANGIN OUT OF SUPER JUNIOR. Elfs who want him out of Super Junior, do you really deserved to be an Elf? Elfs are supposed to stand by Super Junior members at all times. No matter its bitter or sweet times, Elfs will be there for Super Junior. I seriously do not want to see another petition happening with regards to Super Junior member(s).
P/S. Kangin Oppa, fighting! I admire your courage to admit to your mistakes. And, I will support you no matter what. Just remember, for the mistakes you made, you will have to face the consequences. Do not be afraid to face the consequences, may God bless you.
// Okays, I know all my EOY Examinations results le. Quite disappointing, I must say. Well, sorry, panda, I can't take pure science, I guess. Shall post my results on my next post, alright?
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:36 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
In my eyes, they are always perfect.
Yay! Secondary two end of year examinations are over! (: Went to Parkway Parade with Hazel just now. But my flu was quite a fun-spoiler. So, went home after 1 hour plus. Slept and my flu condition improved! (Still have blocked nose though.)
(Looking forward to post exam activities!)
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:23 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
(Elfs' Supermen)
"身边寂寞在蔓延 视线被泪水模糊焦点" I hate putting on some cold/brave front le... I am seeking comfort .... but from who?
One more week, I will be free from exams, at least for this year. After that, which class will I be arranged to go? My future seems so undetermine... I am like a lost ship in a big, wide sea. Totally don't feel like studying anymore... (Feel like giving up.)
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