Just talked to you on msn. Didn't know you are having such a vexing matter in your heart these few days. I really tried my best to comfort you... but, I failed. I'm sorry for not able to bring back your old days' smile. However, promise me that you will be strong, okay? Please don't hate yourself. Why is it people always confide in me, but I am always helpless to how to respond to their woes? If I have the chance, I want to take up psychology course. I want to have the power and a heart that can feel people's deeper emotions. Then, I can understand better, and able to give even more helpful advice and the best comfort.
// Had my first pe lessons for term 3 today! Took my height and weight measurements! I grow taller by 1cm from January till now, June! Yayz! :D Failed my NAFA 5 stations.. =.=" re-taking test next week! I can do it!(:
During CME lesson, went into a group and discuss about project work. My group is a fail! Haha! ;p Maths lesson, surprise class test! Geez. I know I am failing it. D:
P/S. Due to choir rehearsal at Indoor Stadium, going to miss a lot of lessons tomorrow! Goody good! :D Thanks, choir (?) Teeheehee!
Sms me, friends! I'm bored!
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:26 PM
Monday, June 28, 2010
Haha! Did this quiz on facebook. Find it random and funny, so decided to post it on my blog! (:
The Rules When doing this note turn on your mp3 or mediaplayer with all the songs you listen to. then for each question press the 'next' button and copy the song that is playing. No matter how wierd it is. Have fun...
IF YOU SEE THIS, YOU ARE REQUIRED TO DO THIS WITHIN A TIME OF 120 MINUTES, OTHERWISE YOU WILL BE DULY PUNISHED BY THIS MIGHTY CUTE PERSON WITH HER MELODIOUS SINGING.
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? In Your Head(Brian Joo)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL? Last Luv(MBLAQ)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Love Story (Rain)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Try To Copy Me (2NE1)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? Talk To Me (UKISS)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Betrayed (Taegoon)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? Honey (KARA)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? I Love You (Zuno)
WHAT IS 2+2? Wipe The Tears (AJ)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Chitty Chitty Bang Bang (Lee Hyori)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? I Want You Back (Secret)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Without You (UKISS)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? Bang! (After School)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Beautiful Life (V.O.S)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? JOJO (SHINee)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? Amigo (SHINee)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Juliette (SHINee)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Because Of You (After School)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? Rainism (Rain)
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? In The Club (2NE1)
HOW WILL YOU DIE? Jiggy (F.CUZ)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? Mazeltov (ZE;A)
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? BONAMANA (Super Junior)
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? No One (F.CUZ)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? Round and Round (UKISS)
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? What A Girl Wants (4Minute)
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? Tokyo Boy (Dae Guk Nam Ah)
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? It Has To Be You (Yesung)
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW? HUH (4Minute)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? The Love In My Heart (DNT)
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:37 PM
Still remember how we used to talk to each other and have so much laughter together everyday...?
// First day of school! Sleepy sleepy sleepy! Didn't go for any lessons. Went to Indoor Stadium instead, for combined choir SYF Opening Ceremony Rehearsal! :D Stayed there till 12 plus, and reached school at 1pm. Break till 1.30pm, then went up to class unwillingly. Changed the whole class sitting plan. But...I'm still sitting right at the front! D: Too short...tsk tsk. Realised there are so many changes in term 3, for school.. Then, frightened by the thought that O levels are next year! Mmm... going to work super duper hard for examinations now! I want to go into a polytechnic I desire! (:
P/S. I don't care whether I'm plain or ugly. I don't need use artificial make-up to enhance myself, like you. Yeah, I'm short. But can you stop telling me to wear high heels like you? I am even taller than you. So, shut up.
@Hazel.L lol. but you have to admit he produces good music and wonderful dance moves. (: @minmin(: HAHAS. Cool down, darling~!
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:54 PM
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Really hope MBLAQ can come to Singapore! (:
P.S. Found this cartoon picture that revolves around the theme "MBLAQ". Find it cute, hence posting in my blog post to share! :D
// Feel so insulted! Went out with my mummy to buy some things just now, the auntie seller asked my mummy how old I am. She asked " She in primary school, right?" Hearing upon that, my face immediately becomes: =.=" (WHY!? Don't I even look like I am in secondary school, at least? D: )
Thats the worst thing about being humans. We can't control how we look like.
// BEAST in SG! :D YoSeob Oppa, DongWoon Oppa, DooJoon Oppa, JunHyung Oppa, HyunSeung Oppa at the SG airport! :D Where's GiKwang Oppa? I guess he is the photographer for this picture! Well done, GiKwang-Sshi! :D YoSeob Oppa with the selected presents from SG B2UTYs! Where is my present for you, Oppa!? D:
@minmin(: I didn't mean to make you feel sadder de. :/ hehes. I will tune in to Super Junior soon!
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:10 PM
Friday, June 25, 2010
HAHA. This is the picture of the day! DOOSEOB MOMENT! Loving this adorable couple! :D Irresistible cute~! ^^
Alright. Had Combined Schools Choir SYF Opening Ceremony practice this morning. Need to reach school by 7.45am. Reached school at 7.40am. I am so punctual! (: Walked in the rain to school this morning, with earpieces plunged into my ears. Lets imagine a little... hmm, I do look like someone who is emo-ing arh? xD
The choir practice was fineee. Changes made to the finale choreography...hope I will not make any mistake(s) at the Indoor Stadium this Monday! :/ Getting real props. Yay! Like finally... :o P/S. Hazel and YeeYing not at choir practice today. Miss them lots! Hope to see both of them on Monday!
//Cut my hair; and it sucks like hell now. D: Guess I will just have to wait patiently for my hair to grow! Urgh..
I'm so tired right now.. but, so not going to sleep! I want to stay up into the late night, watching videos, finding beast(b2st) pictures, twittering, facebook-ing.... :D I'm going to spend my leftover 2 days of school holiday to the fullest;to the max! SS homework half-done, maths homework not done. How great uh..?
// Photos of BEAST in SG!
Doojoon leader! MY OPPA! SO SEXY EVEN BEFORE SLEEPING! HAHA. *blush blush*
GiKwang Oppa and HyunSeung Oppa with the "V" sign! They seems to be enjoying the hippo ride! Give many many love to Singapore, alright! ;D
//This day, last year, we lost one fine man, who is a wonderful pop singer and dancer. His miraculous songs' history will always be remembered in our hearts, and our souls.His name is Michael Jackson. Its really our loss to lose him, the King Of Pop. R.I.P., MJ...
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:01 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Yay yay yay! Went to BEAST HIGH-5 SESSION just now! IT WAS FANTASTIC, though I can't see clearly the whole "Shock" performance! The whole event was free-standing. Reached IMM Mall late, hence stood quite at the back among the crowd of fans. No pictures taken. So sorry, friends. My view was totally blocked. D:
Queued up at IMM Mall since 3pm..then at 5pm, we are able to go into BEAST HIGH-5 SESSION area, stood there to wait for BEAST to come for 2 hours plus plus. Tiring! But all the waiting and standing are worth it when BEAST appeared. All the B2UTYs screamed their heads off, including me! Haha.
When the song "Shock" was turned on, and all the BEAST members performed the song "Shock", all the fans screamed damn loudly and we sang to the song! :D But too bad, throughout the whole performance, could only catch a glimpse of BEAST Oppas here and then. ALL BEAST OPPAS LOOK HOT AND HANDSOME TONIGHT!
After they performed the song "Shock", fans can high-5 with them! I went up the stage with all BEAST Oppas' presents(excluding Dongwoon...sorry Dongwoon Oppa! Will buy a big present for you next time when you returns to SG again!). Passed their presents to the staff. The first person I high-fived to, was Hyunseug Oppa! But he didn't really smile at me... haix. After Hyunseung Oppa, was Yoseob Oppa. He was looking down.. then I called, Oppa, and extended out my hand, he then high-5 with me. Not that hyper as well. UNFAIR. Hurmph. :/ After Yoseob Oppa, is Gikwang Oppa! He smiled at me! His eye-smile is really cute man! When I saw his smile, I can't help but smiled! After that with a smile on my face, I high-fived to Junhyung Oppa! He smiled at me as well! Yay yay yay. After Junhyung oppa, I walked to Doojoon Oppa. Then, he was pouting away, because no fans come up to him to high-5 yet. (The way he pouted, is so unusual, yet special and adorable!) So, I called oppa, he quickly reached out his hand and high-5 with me. He smiled at me , with teeth showing, too. Simply awesome. After that, walked towards Dongwoon Oppa. Before I walked up to him, he have had his hand ready to high-five already. LOL. So cute~! So, I high-fived with him! I wish I can have second round of high-fiving! :o
Got BEAST poster. But, not autographed! D: Wish I could just go for BEAST Showcase @ Mediacorp Theatre tomorrow! Missing my BEAST oppas already larh!
P/S. Hope BEAST Oppas will like my fan's gifts! Hope they will read my short message! Oppas, rest well tonight!
DooJoon Oppa on the hippo bus tour! He is such a darling, right? Wish I could hop on the bus and have a tour with him! I am very free, you know! (;
@Minmin(: Sorry, no photos taken. Read my post and you will understand. Hahas, I agree Super Junior rocks. But BEAST rocks as well! Opps! xD
Addicted to "BEAST IS THE B2ST".
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:31 PM
Monday, June 21, 2010
OMG! I TOTALLY CAN'T BELIEVE IT! I AM GOING FOR BEAST HIGH-5 SESSION! WOAH WOAH WOAH! CAN YOU IMAGINE ME HIGH-FIVING WITH THEM? I TOTALLY CAN'T IMAGINE IT! I AM SO GOING TO BUY PRESENTS FOR ALL THEM!!! MY DOOJOON OPPA, YOSEOB OPPA, GIKWANG OPPA, HYUNSEUNG OPPA, DONGWOON OPPA, JUNHYUNG OPPA~! :DD
SINGAPORE B2UTYS ARE GOING TO FALL INTO A BEASTLY FEVER~! xD
BEAST COMING TO SINGAPORE TOMORROW! ARRIVING AT NIGHT TIME~! THOUGH CANNOT GO AIRPORT SEE THEM, BUT GOING TO SEE THEM ON THIS WEDNESDAY! YAY! LOVE IT!
P/S. If you want me to help you pass your presents to any of the BEAST members, feel free to pass me by tomorrow!
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:12 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Had a wonderful dream this morning! :D
I dreamt that Mir from MBLAQ, is my boyfriend! Teeheehee! xD I even followed him all the way to Japan for their MBLAQ's promotions! (;
Let me share with you all my interactions with him during the dream: I sat beside him on the aero aero plane. Because it was quite a longsome journey, I fell asleep, with my head against the back of the seat. Seeing that, Mir oppa used his hand, and gently push my head towards his shoulder; letting me rest on his shoulder instead. (aww... he's such a sweetie right? My eye candy!) Then I looked up to him, he smiled at me sweetly with loving gaze. (woah. at that point of my dream, my heart literally stopped man! I really have this strong urge to own him!) After that, we checked into a hotel (P.S. No dirty thoughts!), and at night time, I shared the same bed with Mir oppa!We slept with the blanket over our heads! (I SHARED A BLANKET WITH MIR OPPA~!) Mir oppa smiled at me again. His smile makes him feels like an angel.... !
Then, the most disappointing about this dream is, I woke up from it!! =.= I am so going to continue this dream part two tonight! Hurmph!
P.S. I want to have more interactions with Mir oppa! We can go and eat together, go to the amusement park and do bungee jumping, ride the roller coasters...he could even shoot down a big teddy bear for me! Then, we can go shopping together, eat ice cream together... totally an A+ twosome date!HAHAHA
// Welcome UKISS to our sunny shore! We, singapore kiss me are finally breathing in the same air as UKISS! Shiok uh!! Anticipating Sheng Siong show tonight, for UKISS performance! :D Will they be performing "Am I That Easy" or " Round and Round" or "What"? Haha. *excited excited!*
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 12:34 PM
Friday, June 18, 2010
Yay. I am now feasting my eyes upon the videos of a fresh idol group, D-NA!(:
(From left to right: Hyun Min, In Joon, Karam, Jay, Mika)
D-NA "Admiring Boy" Debut MV
D-NA "Admiring Boy" Live Performance
D-NA "Stumble Stumble" Comeback MV
This idol group definitely have good voices; and they can sing! Please give them many many love and support! :D
@minmin(: hahas. thanks for your concern! Alright, will heed your advice and stop myself from getting all "heat up" over her. I will smile and enjoy my life to the fullest de! Same to you too! (L) (:
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:44 PM
In a totally pissed mood now. Nothing is going smoothly for me today. Having slight flu and an ulcer in my mouth, making me feel more irritated.
Do you all still remember the first time I talked about kpop? When I first started spazz about all the kpop idol groups hotties? Yeah, you all don't understand whats so great about kpop. Looking at me like I am some insane? Looking at me like I am desperate for guys?
A few weeks back, I was reading teenage magazine, spazzing once again at F.T. Island, this "great" friend of mine look at F.T. Island with disgust, and even called them ugly. Just yesterday or the day before, she told me on msn "SZE HUA, I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH F.T. ISLAND!:D". So, what was she expecting me to reply her? "WOW! YOU FINALLY KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE THEM, AND NOT CALL THEM UGLYS ANYMORE? BITCH?" =.= I wonder, is it your standards for guys drop, or is it F.T. Island really become more and more charismatic and hot-looking. Yeah, even a child could tell its the latter. Now you spazz about them, and tell me you love them. Wow. Aren't you love great! =.=" Let me tell you, F.T. Island can belong to anyone, but not you! And with that little knowledge of kpop of yours, you dare to act like you-know-kpop-all in front of me? I kept silent all the while you're boosting away. You asked me for the reason for being silent. Do you really want to know why? Stop treating me like a little girl with no temper, who listens to you, and is always there to laugh at your jokes. Not funny.
I admit I am not being a good friend, but neither are you. Not answering my questions in class, shuning me like crazy when I came back from the long medical leave for chicken pox, telling me to bring dettol to clean myself les spread the chicken pox virus to you. Yes, to you, its all a joke. To me, its a great mean joke. I am crying inside when you said all those, but I still swallow all my baby tears because I don't want to present myself as someone who is not able to take jokes. When you're sick, you expect me to message you and ask if you're okay. But when I came back from the two weeks medical leave, all you asked me is why did I come back? You told me you had a lot of fun while I was away. Wow. Fine. I am sorry for coming back, alrights?
And when I got no.4 in class this mid-year, you didn't congratulate me. You even take the credit for me getting that position. Please, I put in the efforts, thats why I got no.4. None of your business. Yeah, you did teach me how to do some maths questions in class, but I bet you spend even more time teaching your guy friends. Since you're so brillant in teaching, why didn't your guy friends score as well? In your face...!
My soul is already tained by the realities of life, scarred and torn....
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:54 PM
Thursday, June 17, 2010
UKISS love KISS ME; KISS ME LOVE UKISS! :D
// Going to wake up earlier for syf choir combined practice @cedar girls secondary tomorrow. Don't even have the confidence to be able to wake up earlier, since I am sleeping like a pig to 11 am everyday during this june holiday! Sleeping habit for school holiday : Sleeps at 1 plus am, wakes up at 11 plus plus am! :D
Nicklaus not going for tomorrow combined practice, kinda sad. D:
P/S. Had a really wonderful dream last night~! Dreamt of this gentle yet charming guy who I have never seen before! I wish I can continue this perrfect dream tonight as well! Then, that will be Sze Hua's fairy tale story, part two! xD
// Hungry again! Going to find for my supperr~ Most probably, my favourite cheesecake!
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:17 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
I don't even know if you're being sincere when you laugh and talk with me. I can't predict you and I can't guess your heart. You're just like a poker face.
Do you really treat me as your friend?
// I am feeling proud of myself. With my own determination, I managed to finish my chinese, principle of accounts, and 1/2 of my history holiday homework. (with all the distractions around me...laptop, tv, the urge to just go wild with my brother!) Shall finish up history and english homework tomorrow. Yeah, right.. and social studies project. :/ My group mates, rest assured. I will put in my best effort to our social studies project!:D
P/S. The weather in Singapore nowadays are making people fall sick. My mummy is one of the many "victims". (L) Mummy, get well soon, and we go for the family dinner this Saturday together, okay!
People, take care too! While I will also make sure that I don't fall sick! ( I tend to get sick easily. :/)
@Hazel.L Okay, will complete the social studies project on time. Haha. I am taking really good care of myself now. Drinking lots of plain water and herbal tea as well! xD Love you for linking me! But, why didn't you link me up that time? D; Haha. Love you to the max too!
I have been following BEAST(B2ST) since its debut days. I watched all 10 episodes of the short-lived reality show, MTV B2ST, and find myself learning more about them and admiring them. Their journey to debut was tough, and as a B2UTY, I keep in mind of all the efforts they put in to present themselves to us as an all-rounded BEAST. In 2010, they hosted the second season of MTV B2ST entitled MTV BEAST ALMIGHTY. This time round, to show appreaciation to the fans for their undying support, they transformed into six angels, granting wishes of people. I LOVE BEAST for providing such fan services, always trying to fulfill the B2UTYs' wishes and to bring happiness to people. I LOVE BEAST for being natural. They are charismatic on-stage, but can be wild and lots of fun off-stage. I LOVE BEAST for their good music. I LOVE BEAST for their powerful and breath-taking dance performances. I LOVE BEAST for being good role models. They are my positive role models, in not giving up in pursuing my dreams, just like how they go through difficult times to be who they are now. Since I have always been watching BEAST through that small pathetic virtual world, youtube, I WANT TO SEE BEAST IN REALITY NOW. I am tired of being miles apart from BEAST. If I could be given the chance of going to their showcase concert, I can be nearer to them as compared to now. I can look at my doojoon oppa live, hear yoseob oppa gifted singing skills live, look at hyunseung oppa heart-stealing dance live, look and hear junhyung oppa smirks and raps live, and witness dong woon's charisma as the maknae live.
_her sweetest confession.
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:47 PM
// Sadly, I did not touch any of my holiday homework today. Went to Suntec, drinked raspberry juice and ate cheesecake,spending minutes and seconds there. Should have used that time to do my homework. :/ After that, went to Carrefour to collect dumplings. Bought myself a "pooh and his friends" cup. On first look, I chose a "mickey & minnie mouse" cup, but decided to abandon it for pooh! Opps! xP
Still having a sore throat. Hate that feeling. It makes me feel sick, and I have to restrict myself from eating anything too heaty. Yucks.
Shall end post now, and off to watch UKISS & ZE;A videos! :D
P/S. Still got social studies project work! Ugh! D:
@minmin(: haha. alright, I will update my blog more frequently now. Will keep it as a habit! hahas. I followed you on twitter as well! <3 SS3, we go together! :D Okay, when I see you online, I will go online de, promise!
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:26 PM
Monday, June 14, 2010
Sze Hua is back to blogging! This time, I have a question to ask.
HOW DO WE IMITATE THE SOUND OF AN ELEPHANT?
You are now probably using up all your brain cells to link up with a sound that is made by the elephant. Well, watch the video below for answer! :D
Apparently, even idol star DooJoon from BEAST is stuck. xD
P/S. If you happen to have the recording(s) of the sound made by elephant(s), you can share them with me! I would love to hear them!:D Enhance my knowledge!
//
@Yanyee Thanks for tagging back! I appreciate it very much! :D
"IF THERE'S A WAY UP, THERE'S A WAY DOWN" Yes, I believe God created obstacles, objective is not to stop us from advancing or improving, but to encourage us to think of a way to go round it(settle it).
Looking at the amount of holiday homework I have, I can't help but to sigh. However, I believe I can conquer them within this few days. (=
I am in a good good good goodmood! Haha. Why? Because I just found out no choir practicefrom tomorrow till thursday! Yay. I can sit myself infront of my lappy all day long. (:
Also, I could....
LOL. Yeah, I can even shit rainbows! xD
//Just created a twitter account. Regret not making one earlier. Currently, I am hooked to it...following all my idols there. Heh heh.
“As a friend and to remain as friends, I had to push the confessions down my throat.” 2AM - A Friend’s Confession
8eight - The End Is Coming MV
I really love this song. Its really sad...
8eight - The End Is Coming @ Music Bank
The way Lee Hyun sings, really let me able to feel his pain! And when Joo Hee back-faced him and sing with Baek Chan holding her arms, totally sad sad! Its a must watch!
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 5:33 PM
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Hyuna(4minute), Minho(SHINee) & Jokwon(2AM) danced to "Change" @ StarKing!
Love the ending where all the guests just came out and danced to "Change" together! Party time? Haha.
Key danced to Muzik, Tell me your wish, Mister & Bo Peep Bo Peep @ StarKing
Key from SHINee is really passionate and devoted to dancing korea girls' groups dance. He is so great!
Compare Key's version with theirs!(:
SNSD- Tell Me Your Wish
Compare SNSD's version with Key's!(:
Kara- Mister
Kara jiang! Compare Kara's version with Key's!(:
P/S. Tomorrow is 6th of June! Super Junior's showcase in Singapore. I can't go.... Geez!! ):
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